A couple of things...

Dance

Ok so I went to this dance, and it was lots of fun! I didn't know anybody, but I danced like there was no tomorrow.
It was really interesting, because they said the dance started at 8, but no one started dancing until 9:30. I was there until 10:30, but I'm sure that the dance went on until 11 or 12.
I was a little sad though, because they had one or two slow dances, and no one asked me. :( But oh well, it's ok.

More friend problems

On a little bit of a more serious note, is more of my friends issues.
Ok so there's this girl I'm arguing with, let's call her Jane. (The girl who twist words from post 1)
She has been posting stuff on facebook about how she "misses me." and "loves me" and "wishes i could be there." So I asked her if we were friends and she said yes. I replied, "o" then she said "why, do you not want to be?" and I said "I don't know." I meant that, because I feel like she uses me. In private, she acts like my friend, and she says all that stuff on facebook, but when we go to church and hang out, she is too concerned with boys to even talk to me. It's really depressing.

Then there's the other guy from post 1 that I am also arguing with. He commented on a person's status, so I told him "wow, you're friends with my mom and dad, but you're not friends with me?" He said "I never said I was friends with anybody." So i replied " I meant on facebook.You are friends with my mom and dad, but you're not friends with me." So he sent a friend request and I accepted (I know stupid right.) I then sent him a chat message saying "Are you still mad at me? You didn't have to do that, I was just messin with ya" and he never replied. What does this mean???????

Cutting

Warning: please know this is not to make fun of anyone or judge anyone. It's my quest to figure out the world.

Have you ever cut? Have you ever thought about cutting? I think the majority of people from the age of 12 up to 20 would say yes to one or both of these questions. I'm not saying that younger or older people don't do self-harm, it just seems like that would be the age most people do.
What makes people want to cut (or burn or do other harming things to themselves)? Is it their horrible self-esteem? I mean, it's no secret that our society has a horrible self image, especialy young women, but can your thoughts about your own body be so bad that you want to ruin it?

Or, instead, is it that other people make fun of them? I mean, I know people call me fat and ugly and say that I am completly unloveable and will never get a boyfriend. One girl said this: "I took a final with you one time, and the whole test, what did I hear? You, breathng so (expletive) loud. I couldn't even concentrate!" That's slamming me for something I can't even control (my asthma)! I guess this comment and comments like this would by what made me think about cutting. (To answer any questions ahead of time: No, I don't cut. I just think about it pretty frequently.)

Please share what makes you want to cut, why you cut, or why you think people cut if you have never felt this. Remember no one is going to judge you. I'm just curious on what other people's thoughts are.

Love always
-Princess Butercup

P.S. Sorry for the long post again, I just had to let some things off my chest. Please comment, take the poll, and tell your friends about this! I want to get as many followers as possible. Not for myself, but to help girls realize that they are not the only ones feeling these things. Thanks!