Febuary 6,2011

Hey guys!

So sorry I haven't updated in forever! Life is good. Way better then it was back in November, the last time I updated. School is crazy busy! I barely have time to even get on the computer anymore....

Nothing really to blog about right now! Sorry, but I love you guys!

-<3 Princess Buttercup
P.S. Check out my new blog at http://ouramazingadventure.blogspot.com/.

November 8th, 2010

These past few weeks have been way better. I've had a better handel on my homework, and life has been good. The only problem is, I get really frustrated a lot. I mean there's this guy that I like. And I think about him. Constantly. And I don't want to like him. He's done nothing but hurt me. Why is it that i'm obssessed with the people who hurt me?

Sorry for the short posts,

Princess Buttercup

Tuesday, October 26

Dear blog readers,

Yesterday was a ROUGH day.

It started with me having to be at school early because my dad had to go to work and my mom couldn't take me because she was sick. Then, I had to read 5 chapters of a book in 30 minutes for a test because I forgot to take my book home.

Then I left my clarinet at school, unlocked, randomly open for anyone to take. (Thank GOODNESS no one did...)

As soon as I got home, my mother and I got into several arguments involving my irrisponsibility and the fact that I need to "step up" and do more around the house.

The final straw was when I asked her if she was rgoing to rest, she flipped out and told me that she needed to sleep and that she needed to stop solving my problems.

So I planned to run away. I packed my bag. Threw it out the window, grabbed my five bucks, and told my mom I was going on "a walk."

I walked around looking for a place to go, and I couldn't find one. I was also getting eaten ALIVE by mosquitoes...  Let's just say it turned out home wasn't such a bad place to be, so I started the treck back.

Me and my mother are still fighting. I still feel like running away.IF i can find a place where i'll be safe, then i might... 

Sorry, I just wanted to vent. Thanks for reading!!!

-Princess Buttercup

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Oh my goodness!

Ok so this weekend I went to a church retreat. It was really great, and it was a really good reconnection with God. We watched this video by Louie Giglio called "How Great is Our God." It made me realize how small I was, and how I should not be giving God advice, I should be praying for His guidence and help in my life.

Also, on this retreat it was a really good chance to recconnect with my friends. Thankfully, the main cause of drama was non existant, so it was a drama-free weekend :) I got to talk to one of my good friends since Kindergarden. We talked about how she was part of the "popular" crowd and how some of the people in her group had hurt me. She had mentioned that they had hurt her too, and it helped me to know that she was not the one intentionaly hurting me.

Another thing is that I have vowed to do a devotional. I need to connect with God more. So, this morning I woke up 30 minutes earlier than I needed to to spend a little bit of time with him. I read through a couple of chapters and God really spoke to me. So what I'm going to ask of you is that you post what you learn from your devotionals below in the comment section. :)

-Princess Buttercup

P.S. If you haven't seen the above mentioned video ("How great is our god" by Louie Giglio) Then i really do suggest that you watch it. It is a life changing video...

Rough Week Anyone?

Dear Blog followers (AKA, 1 person?),

I have had a really rough week. Let's just say that i've been really down on my self-esteem. I've been thinking a lot about my mom and her over-weigtness. It makes me really sad, and it makes me want to do anything i can to be skinny unlike her. That's why I get so mad when people say  I look like her. :/ That's been weighing on my mind. I know it doesn't sound like a lot, but it is. So anyways, that's all.

I guess just pray for me if you can that would be EXCELLENT. <3

I love you all followers.

-Princess Buttercup

Seriously?

Ok so I am really annoyed by my sunday school class. People insist upon talking and disrespecting our teachers. Then, when I tell them to shut up and listen for once, they get mad at me saying "church can be fun." Of course church can be fun, but there is a time and a place to shut up and listen. I guess all that I'm saying is that I wish that people would either go to church and be serious and try and learn about God, or that they wouldn't go at all.

Wow my posts are getting very short lately........... oh well.

-Princess Buttercup

number 2

I know I just posted but i have another post to make.

I feel very frustrated because my friend Martha (name change) is like totally abandoning me! I mean we used to be like bff's and now she has joined the drama club and all she cares about is stupid boys. And she used to invite me over every weekend and now she never invites me over any more....... I feel like i have lost a friend and she doesn't even realize it... ;( Now i feel like crying...... *rolls eys*

Anyways that's all

-Princess Buttercup