Tuesday, October 26

Dear blog readers,

Yesterday was a ROUGH day.

It started with me having to be at school early because my dad had to go to work and my mom couldn't take me because she was sick. Then, I had to read 5 chapters of a book in 30 minutes for a test because I forgot to take my book home.

Then I left my clarinet at school, unlocked, randomly open for anyone to take. (Thank GOODNESS no one did...)

As soon as I got home, my mother and I got into several arguments involving my irrisponsibility and the fact that I need to "step up" and do more around the house.

The final straw was when I asked her if she was rgoing to rest, she flipped out and told me that she needed to sleep and that she needed to stop solving my problems.

So I planned to run away. I packed my bag. Threw it out the window, grabbed my five bucks, and told my mom I was going on "a walk."

I walked around looking for a place to go, and I couldn't find one. I was also getting eaten ALIVE by mosquitoes...  Let's just say it turned out home wasn't such a bad place to be, so I started the treck back.

Me and my mother are still fighting. I still feel like running away.IF i can find a place where i'll be safe, then i might... 

Sorry, I just wanted to vent. Thanks for reading!!!

-Princess Buttercup

P.S. Please spend 5 minutes today playing on freerice.com It's a great way to help stop world hunger, just by answering a few trivia questions :)

Oh my goodness!

Ok so this weekend I went to a church retreat. It was really great, and it was a really good reconnection with God. We watched this video by Louie Giglio called "How Great is Our God." It made me realize how small I was, and how I should not be giving God advice, I should be praying for His guidence and help in my life.

Also, on this retreat it was a really good chance to recconnect with my friends. Thankfully, the main cause of drama was non existant, so it was a drama-free weekend :) I got to talk to one of my good friends since Kindergarden. We talked about how she was part of the "popular" crowd and how some of the people in her group had hurt me. She had mentioned that they had hurt her too, and it helped me to know that she was not the one intentionaly hurting me.

Another thing is that I have vowed to do a devotional. I need to connect with God more. So, this morning I woke up 30 minutes earlier than I needed to to spend a little bit of time with him. I read through a couple of chapters and God really spoke to me. So what I'm going to ask of you is that you post what you learn from your devotionals below in the comment section. :)

-Princess Buttercup

P.S. If you haven't seen the above mentioned video ("How great is our god" by Louie Giglio) Then i really do suggest that you watch it. It is a life changing video...

Rough Week Anyone?

Dear Blog followers (AKA, 1 person?),

I have had a really rough week. Let's just say that i've been really down on my self-esteem. I've been thinking a lot about my mom and her over-weigtness. It makes me really sad, and it makes me want to do anything i can to be skinny unlike her. That's why I get so mad when people say  I look like her. :/ That's been weighing on my mind. I know it doesn't sound like a lot, but it is. So anyways, that's all.

I guess just pray for me if you can that would be EXCELLENT. <3

I love you all followers.

-Princess Buttercup